Once and Future Lover
  • A drunken Celebrimbor is an unreasonable Celebrimbor, especially on the anniversary of the sacking of Doriath. Elrond learns this the hard way.

    He finds Celebrimbor in the midst of soot and ash, wild speckles of red and dark sprinkled into his eyes. His gaze is mad, and the flames from the makeshift fire he’s haphazardly created dance around him. 

    If Elrond squints he can see seven shadows behind the mad elf.

    “Lord Celebrimbor—Lord Celebrimbor, I must insists that you stop this madness.” 

    “It was madness to safekeep such relics in the first place.” 

    Elrond blanches as Celebrimbor tosses a scroll into the pit, taking a swig of the amber liquid in his glass. There is an eight pointed star at the exterior, catching fire as it joins the other scrolls, clothing, swords, and pieces of history that share the same insignia. 

    Behind him lay a pile of untouched, yet-soon-be-burned objects. Elrond picks out a pristine, silver lute from the bunch, the very object that Gil-Galad warned of it’s impending destruction. 

    Elrond is beside the older elf within moments, wrestling a portrait of what must by the Ambrussa from his fingers, “Please my Lord, these are pieces of history, no matter the pain and devastation the Sons of Fea–”

    Celebrimbor jerks from him, crazed, drunken eyes locking with Elrond’s, “I do not need to be lectured about the blessing and the curse that my family has wrought on elven society by the likes of you, Elrond, son of Earendil.” 

    The portrait, a Valinorian original, is engulfed in flames.

    “I do not need you or your ilk to tell me what my family has done and what parts of them should be remembered,” Celebrimbor snaps, the fire behind him painting a rather horrific portrait of what Elrond believes Feanor must have looked like in his prime. The alcohol no doubt exaggerates his anger, and with it being the anniversary of the Fall of Doriath, Lindon most certainly does too. 

    Elrond understands that. To an extent. He will always be the victim taken by the monstrous kinslayers. Celebrimbor will be their blood relative. The latter is considerably worse. Elrond himself learned early on to keep his opinions of Maglor and Maedhros to himself, unless it is explicitly to disparage on them.  And perhaps he did it too well, for Celebrimbor never once opened up to him about his relationship with his uncles. He  wonders just how desperate Celebrimbor must have been to drink himself into despair and drag his family’s heirlooms into the wilderness to burn. 

    “I meant no offense, Celebrimbor. I simply think it would be unwise to rid the world of such…art.” 

    The drunken elf’s hand finds the lute. Elrond nearly chokes. It is Maglor’s, given to Celebrimbor at the end of the War of Wrath. Elrond had searched endlessly for it, and had believed it lost to sea just like it’s master.

    “Art can be remade. And kin of the House of Finwe still remain, their halls and realms filled to the brim with art.” Celebrimbor looks at the lute, “the world will be better without my family’s influence.”

    “My Lord, please! That is my father’s lute. It is all I have left of him!”

    The lute flies helplessly into the air. And with it, perhaps the last physical remembrance of his father he has left.

    (this is a rushed wip I’m working on. Unhinged, drunk Celebrimbor is my favorite)

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    hey neil, idk if you're going to see this but i have a random question: have you heard taylor swift?

    i'm a big fan of you and her and lately i can't stop thinking "has taylor read neil's books?" and "has neil ever heard any of taylor's songs?"

  • The first time I ever heard Taylor Swift was in January 2009, when I was in the audience at Saturday Night Live as Bill Hader’s guest, and we said hello because we were at adjoining tables at the after-party. I don’t think she had any idea who I was.

  • mellorian-art:
“Excuse me but I enjoy a lot this ROP Gil-Galad despite I am not really enthusiastic about all the show’s mithril thing.
I’m fond of this ‘I am not here to deliver candies’ High King and I especially like how Benjamin Walker plays with...
  • Excuse me but I enjoy a lot this ROP Gil-Galad despite I am not really enthusiastic about all the show’s mithril thing.

    I’m fond of this ‘I am not here to deliver candies’ High King and I especially like how Benjamin Walker plays with eyes movements and harsh stares. I really really hope for a better character development in the next season and I am looking forward to his 1st meeting with Elendil (played by another badass actor btw).

  • &. zinnia theme by seyche